GOODBYE MY LOVE ...

d day past dy 

i love you

dear

so long dy

2 days dy


but u din find me at all


did u go find ur phone?

or found it dy juz dunwan reply me?

many misunderstand between us

d wilful n rashless of me made it worse

even we msg or chatting thru phone

there was no explanation


NOW im starting to miss you


we quarreled many times tis month

i dunwan bcoz of tat

it became regret tat will stay throughout my life

i want to talk it out nicely

but u oways skip it wen i wanna talk wif u

memories of d past flashes in my mind wen ur not free to acc me

about d sweet times we had n

d pain we shared

we holds hand n laugh 2gether wen we were in sunway pyramid choose d necklace tat u wan to buy fr me

we were truly love, dun u think so?

maybe once missed,there will be no mre second chance

probably missing tis opportunity would meant missing out fr life

memories flashed thru my mind juz lyk a movie

i m deeply in love wif u

at d beggining we shared d joy 2gether n was filled eif happiness

i look at our pic again n again

ther r scenes of us wif a familiar stranger

things remain bt nt d person

my heart wan full of scars nt longer able return bek

to wad it wuz b4

d world stil spins

times continues day by day

i keep telling myself tat 2mr will cum

we wont be lyk tis anymre

n u will tell me u miss me

n love me

n ask me y u love me so much

feels pain in my heart

we stil have d greatest smile fr 2mr?ryte?

pliz call me wen u saw tis



i reli miss u


reliiii


juz oni can view ur fb over n over againnn

see ur statusss


n dare nt to leave a comment



coz u will never reply my comment in fb


i noe


u juz wan avoid me

ryte?


call me wen u swa tis bah

darldarl~~~~~~inggg

hey darling

am tired alrd lahhhh


n u went to ur fren hse


cant chat v me oso


so i go to sleep now

coz veri tired alrddd


2mr no nid go to school alrd


but stil gt tuition yo


sobsobs


haihh


nvm lahhh=）


coz i gt my dear acc meee  horrr 


ryte？

wher gt lyk auntyyyyy

mcdonald~~~

aiyo see my bio file

all ur nameeee

n IMYLY!!

darlll

i relii love uuuu

receive my gift alrdd

hapi nt?

d book?

so sweet ryte?

hehe

i go slp  now

gudnight

muaksss

i love u miss u

 preparing my presentation until so late

 alamak

 my eyes

 so painn

 juz now wanna acc dear

 so dint tell u

 i haven prepare it

 dear but am so happy tat

 finally can chat v u

 yeahhh

 u noe d feeling？

 wen u said u love me

 truly love

 awww


 relii happy lah


 altot not lyk be4


 a bit changes


 but i can feel tat u stil love me


 hehe


 dear


 wanna slp now


 muacksss


 MATTHEW YAP


 i love u


 noe?


 muackss

da fei zhu ❤

i love you

matthew yap ❤

darlingg

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you

lets just start over again
Get it back to the way it was

i love you

MY DARLING =）我最亲爱的♥

darling



so long i dint post anything at here alrd



now i post new post at here

u muz see until d end arh

can mah?

plizzz  lah

i noe u dislike read such a long passage

but for me ~ juz fr me can?

i dint post anything be4 coz no time fr u to read

n u oso bz v ur study

so i dint write anythng at here


but i write in my heart

darling be patient n read it until d end

i noe after exam u feel so free

no mre stress on u

den i let u go enjoy urself

go shopping v frens

go watch movie

watever lah

but u noe?

sum1 oways follow behind u

tats me KEE SHY HARN

oways wait u gt free den turn around n look at me

im bored without u

but i never tell u

i juz tell u i miss u i miss u

but how?

u oways bz ler

dear

my ex never treat me lyk tis

but y i cnt leave u

y i cant be heartless n leave u

i dunno y i cant

coz i luv u so muchhh


more den ur imagine

its truth

i never lie u

if juz lyk be4

i wont be so concentrate on 1 person

but u changed me

now i juz chat v u oni

never msg wif other boyboy

coz i noe im ur gf

even though i stay so far from u

but my heart oways stay v u

last few days i cant find u

u noe how miserable i was?

cant find u n kip emo

my frens all ask me y u like tis?

comfort me dun cry

i so glad tat i have so many frens who r reli care bout me

but d most important things is i have u

my darling

i told them im fine no nid to worry bout me

but how u noe？

i cry silently at night

holding my pillow cry silently

dunwan let my family noe

n last sat

i told u tat i sat v a malay guy

im so scare

coz he look like ...erm dunno how 2 said

i text u but u late reply me

i cry in d bus

luckyly no one knw

tears over my cheeks

no one knw

my heart feeel so sad at tat time

can u feel tat?

i think u cant

haih juz now u call me

dunwan cum here alrd

i juz wan we to be a normal

at least be4 u go russia or indonesia

we can dating once

juz 1 time oni

oso cnt?

watchin movie holding hands juz lyk a normal couple

but y we cant?

juz a simple request

but i noe u 'll never cum here

haihh

y cant?y?wuwuwuwu


u stil rmb tat msg i sent to u tat veri long 1

u said u can feel tat so so so sad?

reli

my heart feel wanna break alrd


dear its truth


if i suddenly disappear in ur world

u'll feel ntg?

or cry?

i think u will never cry fr me

coz u think tat our relationship willl not long lasting


i think so

but at least i dunwan giv up

i wan to try see how far we can go thru all the obstacle

infront of us

if at d end we cant be together

den i giv up

can?dear?
can or not?

coz now if u go russia or wher

suddenly wanna break v me

i sure cant adapt to tat situation

so pliz

dun break v me wen u abraod

pliz giv me some time

n dun missing after u go ther

i will worry bout u

juz wanna noe

u at ther stil use to?

sleep well??

or anythng coz i care bout u'

if i reli cant stand anymre

den i will break giv u


dun be so cruel to me

im juz a gal

a normal gal


n pliz dun say ther stil gt many boy care bout u


i dunwan


darling


its hurt me

pliz dun hurt me again


can?


coz i oni love u

if u love me pliz dun leave me alone


dun mek me cry again


let me adapt wen ur not around me


let me use to can?

n let me try

whether our relationship can stand how long

darling

i oso bz on my study

but everyday draw out sum time acc u

tis call love


nid to sacrifice abit

dun be so petty

love ur dear n urself

if reli bz u oso can juz tell me

im bz ...i miss u...today cant chat v u

its so simple u oso cant do?


i oni care bout u

u noe？

now u noe my heart alrd nt?


after u saw tis gi me sum respond

everytime i write sumthng

like tis

u oways no comment bout tis


dun like tis lah darling


tell me wats in ur mind

juz say to me

i wanna noe

let us mre understand each other can?

juz like yst u told me tat u stil love me

u noe be4 u told me

i wanna cry alrd

but wen u say i do


i cry too

bt not feeling sad


but was veri happy!!!


u noe?

i was so easy to satisfy juz liike tis

tell me u love me


i will happy whole day


muackssss


darlinggg!!~~~~

n i reli hope tat u can cum here be4 u go study


i reli miss u n wanna go watch a movie v u

can ?


can promise me dunwan break v me wen u go oversea?

can?


by KEE SHY HARN ur darlingg


i love u!!

Because of you, I went to bed late every day

I have been waiting for you

Want to talk to you

Even I fell asleep woke up, will take the phone to see inexplicable, but ...

I never see the information you sent me

Will be disappointed with sleep ...

Because of you, I on the line (to let you know I come)

Because of you, I stealth (I just want you to speak of a person)

Because you, my phone lit from time to time

Where to have my phone with

Click to refresh from time to time

Hope to see you sent me a message ... QQ

Because you, my mood changing QQ

However, you do not know

Because you, my inexplicable angry ...

Because of you, I become very contradictory

I do not know what to do

Because of you, I will remember our conversation from time to time

Occasionally a giggle ...

Because you, your words can change my mood all day

Because you ...

Everything just because you ...

Because of you, I will be sad

I will be sad

I will cry

I will be angry

I will be happy

I will be happy ...

You said that I "silly"

Maybe!

Because you, my stupid hopeless ...

Now I know a lot of

For you

I can give up everything ...

Do not have regrets ...

Just want to tell you

You must be happy ...

Because you ...

All only because you ...

However, you ...

Do not have to understand ...

dear i love u forever❤

deardear~


deardear~~


im sick again!!!


gt flu again!!!!


no medicine for me to eat><




n i dunwan to go to see doctor


i dunwan=(



darlinggg



my nose lyk clown again



so red


n feel so tired



coz of flu


mek me feel tired n no mood




sorry ya darling



if i tired nid to sleep early



cant acc darling



noe?cant angry me ya~~



n cant go find others galgal


i will jealous one




n [angry]!!




hahahaha




darling




now oways call u


DA FEI ZHU


hahah



coz used to call u da fei zhu alrd



how?



cant change alrd



haha


but now i wan call u darling lah




darlinggggggg




darling = who??




guesss



guesss



guess




darling = matthew yap




now noe alrd?




hahaha


darling



my darling



i miss u



muacksss




darling

i miss u~

dear~

see tis all picture is when u call me in d morning

den i keep ask u guess wat im doin now

u cant answer it n suddenly hang up my phone

><

so kolian ler me

u hang up my phone

TT

see

i reli love u

~~

darling

ur oways in my mind

noe?

yesterday

u keep ask me

who is darling

~~

darling is wat~~

darling huh

u bully me hor

darling is u lah

matthew yap!!

n u oso ask me

i belong to who~

sure is you lah

darling

~~

IM YOURS

hehe=)

muackss~~

n u said  ni shi wo de~UR MINE

feel so happy

darlinggg

n u said i cant let others boyboy hug me

haha

i nvr let other boyboy hug me lah

since im ur girlfriend

darlinggggg

im yours geh~~

ur msg

dear  :

dear wanna tell u tat i love u so much dear

i relii miss u

jz tat i nvr tell u oni

dear i relii miss u~❤

n another 1

dear:

bt nw i dno y i love u so much ler

haih lyk dn wanna leave u alrd~❤

dear i feel so happy wen i hear tis

i oso love u forever

darling

its truth

i reliii love u!!!

~❤

wanna off now

muacksss

1040pm 26/6/2011

 

happy birthday~~darling

happy birthday my dear



sorry
i cant celebrate wif dear



sorry



dear




i wish i can be ther wif u


but i cant



reli cantt



i wish u oways happy



dear



i love u


muackss


i missu



i will oways love u'




dear panda


kee shy harn love u

happy birthday~~dear

happy birthday to you
'
happy birthday to you


happy birthday to darlingg


hapy birthday to you!!!



muacksss



dear



i




kee shy harn




love u forever





ever n ever




muacksss



hughuggg!!!~~


matthew yapppp

dear




y u wan go therrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr




i so sadddddddddddd





even juz now cryyyyyy



u dunno oni




haizzz




i dunwan lah




ur leaving me soon



left 70++days



so short




not enuf at allll




i dunwan




wen i gt holidays cant go find u anymre!!



so far




n time nt same


4 hours!!



i go check alrddd



n if tek flight nid 18 hours ler ~~~




so longg

hey huairen

hey

huairen


im tired alrd


wan go slp liaoooo



so so so


goodnight lahh



deardear


muacksss


i love u















mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmuackss



hughug




1124pm 17/6/2011

tired

dear

once i cum bek frm school

i wear tis necklace

tat u gav me geh

but now i feel sad

coz

i oso dunno lah

i dun wan lyk tis

feel so

sad

wanna cry alrd

no 1 acc by my side

tuition so tired

no 1 share my unhappy wif me

n nobody noe tat im not happy

dear

maybe u feel bored on me

feel tat im disturb u study or wat

i nid to cum bek alone frm jb tomorrow

u noe tat?

i wanna tell u but no chance

i feel tired

veri tired

but i stil love u

how?

u tell me

how?

wat i nid to do.............

so i wont feel miserable

lyk tiss......

b4 tat

i let u see tis blog early

the purpose is wan let u noe wat im thinking

coz sum times i dint told u

wats in my mind

coz i dunno how to say

i think after u saw tis blog

u will noe wat i want

but u stil dunno

haiz

TT.........

0818pm 16/6/2011