Because of you, I went to bed late every day

I have been waiting for you

Want to talk to you

Even I fell asleep woke up, will take the phone to see inexplicable, but ...

I never see the information you sent me

Will be disappointed with sleep ...

Because of you, I on the line (to let you know I come)

Because of you, I stealth (I just want you to speak of a person)

Because you, my phone lit from time to time

Where to have my phone with

Click to refresh from time to time

Hope to see you sent me a message ... QQ

Because you, my mood changing QQ

However, you do not know

Because you, my inexplicable angry ...

Because of you, I become very contradictory

I do not know what to do

Because of you, I will remember our conversation from time to time

Occasionally a giggle ...

Because you, your words can change my mood all day

Because you ...

Everything just because you ...

Because of you, I will be sad

I will be sad

I will cry

I will be angry

I will be happy

I will be happy ...

You said that I "silly"

Maybe!

Because you, my stupid hopeless ...

Now I know a lot of

For you

I can give up everything ...

Do not have regrets ...

Just want to tell you

You must be happy ...

Because you ...

All only because you ...

However, you ...

Do not have to understand ...

dear i love u forever❤

deardear~


deardear~~


im sick again!!!


gt flu again!!!!


no medicine for me to eat><




n i dunwan to go to see doctor


i dunwan=(



darlinggg



my nose lyk clown again



so red


n feel so tired



coz of flu


mek me feel tired n no mood




sorry ya darling



if i tired nid to sleep early



cant acc darling



noe?cant angry me ya~~



n cant go find others galgal


i will jealous one




n [angry]!!




hahahaha




darling




now oways call u


DA FEI ZHU


hahah



coz used to call u da fei zhu alrd



how?



cant change alrd



haha


but now i wan call u darling lah




darlinggggggg




darling = who??




guesss



guesss



guess




darling = matthew yap




now noe alrd?




hahaha


darling



my darling



i miss u



muacksss




darling

i miss u~

dear~

see tis all picture is when u call me in d morning

den i keep ask u guess wat im doin now

u cant answer it n suddenly hang up my phone

><

so kolian ler me

u hang up my phone

TT

see

i reli love u

~~

darling

ur oways in my mind

noe?

yesterday

u keep ask me

who is darling

~~

darling is wat~~

darling huh

u bully me hor

darling is u lah

matthew yap!!

n u oso ask me

i belong to who~

sure is you lah

darling

~~

IM YOURS

hehe=)

muackss~~

n u said  ni shi wo de~UR MINE

feel so happy

darlinggg

n u said i cant let others boyboy hug me

haha

i nvr let other boyboy hug me lah

since im ur girlfriend

darlinggggg

im yours geh~~

ur msg

dear  :

dear wanna tell u tat i love u so much dear

i relii miss u

jz tat i nvr tell u oni

dear i relii miss u~❤

n another 1

dear:

bt nw i dno y i love u so much ler

haih lyk dn wanna leave u alrd~❤

dear i feel so happy wen i hear tis

i oso love u forever

darling

its truth

i reliii love u!!!

~❤

wanna off now

muacksss

1040pm 26/6/2011

 

happy birthday~~darling

happy birthday my dear



sorry
i cant celebrate wif dear



sorry



dear




i wish i can be ther wif u


but i cant



reli cantt



i wish u oways happy



dear



i love u


muackss


i missu



i will oways love u'




dear panda


kee shy harn love u

happy birthday~~dear

happy birthday to you
'
happy birthday to you


happy birthday to darlingg


hapy birthday to you!!!



muacksss



dear



i




kee shy harn




love u forever





ever n ever




muacksss



hughuggg!!!~~


matthew yapppp

dear




y u wan go therrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr




i so sadddddddddddd





even juz now cryyyyyy



u dunno oni




haizzz




i dunwan lah




ur leaving me soon



left 70++days



so short




not enuf at allll




i dunwan




wen i gt holidays cant go find u anymre!!



so far




n time nt same


4 hours!!



i go check alrddd



n if tek flight nid 18 hours ler ~~~




so longg

hey huairen

hey

huairen


im tired alrd


wan go slp liaoooo



so so so


goodnight lahh



deardear


muacksss


i love u















mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmuackss



hughug




1124pm 17/6/2011

tired

dear

once i cum bek frm school

i wear tis necklace

tat u gav me geh

but now i feel sad

coz

i oso dunno lah

i dun wan lyk tis

feel so

sad

wanna cry alrd

no 1 acc by my side

tuition so tired

no 1 share my unhappy wif me

n nobody noe tat im not happy

dear

maybe u feel bored on me

feel tat im disturb u study or wat

i nid to cum bek alone frm jb tomorrow

u noe tat?

i wanna tell u but no chance

i feel tired

veri tired

but i stil love u

how?

u tell me

how?

wat i nid to do.............

so i wont feel miserable

lyk tiss......

b4 tat

i let u see tis blog early

the purpose is wan let u noe wat im thinking

coz sum times i dint told u

wats in my mind

coz i dunno how to say

i think after u saw tis blog

u will noe wat i want

but u stil dunno

haiz

TT.........

0818pm 16/6/2011

good night dear~~


muackss



kee shy harn love you forever



muacksss




i love you panda




hughug~~


wanna see u now


~


~love~~




1009pm 15/6/2011

aiyoyo


 my dear slept juz now


da fei zhu yayaya


muackss



dunno y wen u reply me i feel


so happy



muackssssssss

dearrrrrr


=)

wher r u? i stil in ur heart ryte?

wher r u?


i stil in ur heart ryte?



dear


why we becum lyk tis?


frm the beggining


everyday msj n chat thru phone


until now


1 day juz a few msj


a few call


n u r veri bz on ur studyyy


i noe ur bz on ur studyy



but but i oso miss  u mahhh



i noe u no time acc me


but but but



i dunno lahhh



i wanna juz lyk be4


wen u free


u calll me



in class or bus~~



wen recess time call me


or sms me


but now


u seldom reply my msjj alrd


n if chat oso said i call u later



y huh?



y becum lyk tis......





I DUN WAN LYK TIS


I LOVE YOU


MATTHEW YAP


=(

0751PM 15/6/2011

dear


why i feel so emo



why?



><



wher r u ?


hmhmhm......

dear

dear


dear

im sick today



><

flu


i hate u



my nose becum red colour liao




lyk a clown



haizzz



n juz now i ate durian



cham



sure fever again



juz now no mre fever alrd



but now i feel so cold dear



i nid u now




wen u can by my side wen i nid u?



dear


gonna slp noq


maybe tomorrow absent


maybe oni lah


not sure



dear




muackss 


i love iu forever



hughug me dear


nitez


1010pm 13/6/2011


today 4 months alrd



stil gt many 4 months nid to go



i love u muackss

dear i let u see tis firsttttt



wan not?


i mek tis blog two time




first time i lost the password


u stil rmb?



u call me at tat night n i kip said i lost my pasword




nah the passsword is tis blog gehhh


so sad i lost it



almost cry arh


coz i mek tis blog on MAY ler




how cum i frgt the password




so careless




angry wif myself



but 


dear



i let u see now


wanna  let u noe




i reli love u



muacksss


i love u forever 


dear



u din say love me forever gehhh


sad


ya


dear






wanna off liao


muackss


1026pm 12/6/2011


love u dear

 dearr

dear dear


juz now u say u love me 4eva


i love u lah



so happy gehhh



muacksss


Matthew Yap said:
dear
imyyyyyyyyyyyyy
dear
i gtg
alrd
off first
muackss
ily 4eva i love u dear
i will hug n kiss u muackssss
darling
0733 12/6/2011

dear
i cant find u



i wan noe wher r u



haihhhh



i wan sms u



but afraid u feel me so annoyinggg

how?


dear




><
0546pm 12/6/2011

dear how long u dint watch tis video?

stil rmb when u say u love me?

first time

in camp

stil rmb?

i scare u too bz

will frgt everything

include ME!!!

dear

promise me

u wont frgt me

n love me

>><<

dear

 tis me in school

i noe veri ugly

TT

hmhmhm =(

hmhmhm deardear im sick


coz cant see u
cannot hug u
all cant><



gt flu><


haiz haiz


u haven wake up geh


call u oso nvr pick up


lazy pig


last night suree veri late sleep


if u gt sick my heart will pain ler


darling




dun too hardworking



oso nid rest


ur nt robbot u noe?



oso nid to slp geh

         im just missing u~my dear

         love u forever~

        i wan hold ur handddddddd dear

 

          last i wan to be wif u dear

            panda

1243pm 12/6/2011

da fei zhu ❤

hmhm i wan to say i love you...~❤


dear~~


last night told u tat i was headache



but u ignore me><


juz send aiyor y lah?


den dint find me anymre


u noe i feel veri sad not?


super sad



feel tat u no love me liao



feel tat u wan leave me alrd



feel tat im so lonelyy



u oways in my mind

cant erase u in my mind



oways appear in my mind


y?



im so love u


i dunwan kip text u or call u

dunwan mek u feel annoying


u noe?



i veri scare


juz lyk today morning


u tild me tat u wan tell  me sumthng



u noe ?


my heartbeat so fast


feel sumthng wrong


not dare to pick up ur call

feel lyk wanna hide at sum wher


until u cant find me



but i stil pick up ur call


and wanna act lyk nth happend


juz lyk normal call u huairen


n ask u wat u wanna tell me


feel so helpless


=( =( =(


u noe tat feeling?


n u ask me if u cant love me veri long ler?


i told u alrd


i dunlyk u ask tis kind of question



pls dont think about it okay?


n dun ask me again



my heart feel pain u noe?

 u noe?

hm?

u noe ?????



after tat



i decided wrote a msj fr u


to let u noe my feelinggg








=(



see the msj again


n i feel wanna write at here


dunno y


dear
i love u
not juz saysay nia
coz of u i changed alot
if lyk b4
wen my bf no reply my msj fr whole day
sure i willl angry n quarrel wif him
until he apologize wif me
but you
im willing to wait fr u
until u finish ur homework or presentation
n no angry at all
juz feel lonely
wan u acc me
but i dint disturb u
if gt
juz afew msj coz i reli miss u
miss u veri much
juz now no modd coz u say wanna tell me sumthng
i tot u wanna break wif me or wat
tats y i so quiet at tat time
but abit angry
not angry erm lyk disappointed
coz last night i told u tat i was headache
but u juz send me a msj
i feel tat u not care about me anymre
feel so sad
u sai dif u fall in love wif others gal
wat i can do?
i wont lyk some gal cry  n begging u dun leave me
i will let u go
even my heart veri pain

becoz im nt good enuf fr u
i love u dear




wow so many type until my hand feel pain><

is my back feel so pain




ur reply

deardeararh dun think 2 much lah dear
if i din reply ur msj it means tat i reli bz
dear dn worry ily 2 darling



u said tat b4

darling is laopo~

dear~~

muacksss❤
dear da fei zhu❤



da fei zhu now go play tennis alrd


i miss u wor


dear


missssssssssssss  u         lahhhhhhhhhh dear

i love u



reli love u


dear






dear tis panda is me so cute ryte?

im begging u bring m ego gaigai lar

deardear~

dun leave me at here


i wan go out lah

hiakhiak


dear


i love u




dear im urs~~~~

muacksss





1049pm 11/6/2011

left 2 days our 4 months anniversarry